Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Dear Hudson...

Dear Hudson,

You are my first born and you changed my life forever. From the first second I saw you I was a different person. You look at me and I melt. When we first brought you home from the hospital I could just sit and watch you sleep and tears of joy would fill my eyes. From that day you have continued to make me proud to me your mommy. The way you look into my eyes and say “oh mamma” tells me that you know that I am here for you now and forever. When I’m gone from the house for an hour or so and I come home you come running to me and squeal in delight as if you haven’t seen me in days. That melts my heart every time. When I talk to you about your baby brother coming you make it clear that you still want to be my baby. You will always be my first baby. I promise to give you one on one time and individual attention no matter how busy I get. For the Past two and a half years we have spent 95% of our time together and that won’t change. The only difference will be that your baby brother will be with us as well. He is so lucky to have you as a big brother. You are sweet, gentle, kind and thoughtful of others feelings. Now that I’m 9 months pregnant you ask me “okay mommy?” when you can see I am uncomfortable. You are very caring. You love to give your friends a hug when you see them and when you say good-bye. You are the first one to share and love to laugh. You are gentle and kind with all the people in your life. You are going to be such a wonderful role model. You love to follow the rules, clean up after yourself and help me keep the house in order. You are an AMAZING little boy. Please remember that mommy loves you and will love you forever, no matter what.

With all my heart,

Mommy

2 comments:

Heather Conniff said...

so sweet, I'm so excited for you and your little family - can't wait to virtually meet hudson's little bro. hugs to you! xoxo

Jessica Vivaldi said...

Such a sweet mommy and baby boy. Can you imagine loving someone as much as Hudson? He will always be your little boy.